I was in tears listening back to my recorded message for VAR Melbourne’s Opinion Hour. Not because it was moving but because I could hear every fumble, awkward pause, and mispronounced word.

But here’s the thing: I wasn’t recording for vanity or performance. I was reading for people who are blind, vision impaired, or otherwise print disabled.

VAR (Vision Australia Radio) broadcasts written material, like newspapers, magazines, opinion pieces for audiences who can’t easily access print. It’s a vital, volunteer-led service that connects people with the world, news, and with our community.

So yes, my delivery was far from perfect. My tongue tied itself in knots more than once. I pronounced names strangely. I didn’t sound like a seasoned radio host.

But someone, somewhere, heard the story because I read it aloud.

And that’s bigger than my ego.

Being part of a newsreader service like this reminds me that communication isn’t about polish, it’s about purpose. It’s about showing up, using your voice, and serving others, even when it’s uncomfortable.

So to anyone who’s ever hesitated to speak because they were afraid they’d mess it up: do it anyway. Especially if you’re doing it for someone else.

Because impact doesn’t require perfection. It just needs presence and heart.

I’ll keep fumbling through if it helps even one person feel more connected to the world around them.